Everyday is a new day...

Thanks Steph (See comment from post below). Surprisingly I feel like I already know you even though we have never met. I love Facebook for that and Sam too (She always talks about you and Becky).

I kind of tanked last night I got really depressed and ate practically everything in front of me. We went out for Grilled Cheese and Fries from Grideli's, our family favorite hotspot and I ate Steve's fries, Julia's fries and mine then about half a package of graham cracker cookies. They didn't finish their fries because they had to leave (Steve to a movie and Julia to a sleepover) so I was alone with Connor who really isn't much of a talker when he has a grilled cheese and fry in front of him. I probably should have called Sam or Windy but I didn't and thus the downward spiral. Oh heaven help me when I get like that.

My hubby came home to a wreck of a wife. I was sick (literally) to my stomach and couldn't sleep. An hour later and 3 tums later I finally realized I had been depressed and I don't know why it hit me so hard. It isn't like I won't be able to exercise again but it was such a let down.

So I am picking myself up this morning after Steve's pep talk and will start again. My foot does feel better today but since I don't have new shoes yet I will walk and see how that goes. People need friends to encourage and lift them up. If you are reading this I hope that you know that I mess up a lot but that you guys keep me going. Thanks for all your patience and friendship. I will survive and LIVE!!